Get ready before the war begins....

Every project that we accept is a new challenge... We have to put 110% effort into it. We have to prepare ourselves all the time regardless during the work time or outside the work time. Every single minute people around us, we just need to prepare and accept it. Prepare to face the problems, accept the fact! We cannot do much but only do our best. 

If you do something wrong, just apologies! If you think you are not wrong..but others think you are...Apologies and ask what you have done wrong.. Improve it... 

Sometime just have to be SMART and not working hard... 

Mind game?? hot?? Cool? 

Guys always like to do it! I am not trying to pessimism... Just I don't like this kind of mind game... 

I personally experienced twice in my life and I have asked people around, they said mostly would be girls doing it. BUT, in my experience, mostly guys will love to play the game. They can treat you like a princess... and when the girl fall into it, they are pulling it out! WT?? What is this about? Playing Hot and Cool? This is so inconsiderable. Being protective not a bad thing, but it cannot just turn off so easily. Maybe guys and girls are so different. Guys can made up their mind within one second whereas girls need to take longer time to let it go. The pain inside the heart.... this is the hardest part.. I feel respect to a girl who named "Leng Yein" .. lately I just realized she got divorced with her ex-husband. 7 years relationship. From 100 back to zero. In deep, I am proud of her. She still stand up for herself and renting a place. Glad that she have brothers and sisters helping her out! A lady have the gut to do plastic surgery, wearing a sexy lingerie to post in front of camera, own a business by herself.... I guess, no matter how pain in her physical, the hardest part will be the pain in her heart. Around applause for her! 

Do you believe in Karma? Do you believe in Fate?

Someone told me that if something doesn't go well, it's because of your Karma... I keep questioning myself, what I have done to myself? Karma?

Karma from my past generation? WTH?? I don't know whether I should believe it... Or Maybe its fated! Fate that you cannot take the job, Fate that you cannot be in this line, Fate that you have to go back... I don't really know whether I should believe it, Or I should just try my best. 

I always tell myself, don't think too much, Just do whatever you can, when the time is come, you will know what to do.... Let the god to decide for you. 

Same goes to everything in our life, Love, Career, Luck.... we cannot control how people think... How people choose. If its meant to be, it will meant to be! I believe it! I will never force people to do something they don't want... I don't want to get hurt or I don't want to hurt anyone... Yes, I am a soft hearted person. 

But Once I know I am hurting myself.. I will walk away slowly.... Because Pain is the hardest thing to cure! 

So, think twice before you decide to do it! 

人没有十全十美。。我们只能可以找一位真的对你真心的。。。我觉得要找到一个这样的人真的越来越难了。。100％。。90％都是多心。。花心。。没心。。假心。。剩下的10％。。有多少的巴仙在里面是SINGLE的？？或他们10％是面还在等待这份爱？？ 有一些真的很好，好到你不懂得去面对。。好到你觉得你不值得 去被人爱。。。



现在的人。。无论男或女都好。当你们认识对方的时候你以为他是用真心去对待你。。。但原来他对你的真心也可以和其他人分享。。现在的年代没有一心一意了。

当你知道他是怎样的人。。。。你对这份爱也没有信心了。时间久了。。慢慢你会找到很多很多你不想知道的事。。。。你的心也慢慢的放弃了。。

有些女人选择面包。。可以给自己FEED的饱就足够了。。

有些女人选择爱情。。因为他们想去爱别人。。这些是痛苦的。

面包与爱情。。你会选择那一个呢？？





Time is passing.. clock is ticking.... hmm what I should do to make myself go into right future?                     

Few more days later .. We will step into month of December... then Christmas... and 2012 Begins!!! Will it be "the end of the world" like how the movie act? Let's Pray more and Dont make it happen.. involve in Charity.. help people and save the world.. Recycle!!! Well.. this is not the main topic that I am going to discuss on my blog.. What I have concern is about my future? My career!! Current I have two options.. Both is good.... I hardly make up my mind..

Option one:

Stay in KL, continue of what I am doing now...Enjoy so much!! Happy! Just all about Timing! Time consume! What I lose might be a good relationship in Australia. KL compared to Australia.. is boring haha! I have to admit that mostly my friends in kl or Ipoh are not as close as Australia's friends. They always put their boys or girls at first place. Not like Australia, friends come first... Or go out together and have fun. Malaysia people only chase after their happiness & Career!! They prefer to live in their own world instead.. Sometimes, I feel bored! Lazy to travel ... Maybe one of the reasons that I dont have a HOME in kl! I dont have a place to live in. Always like a backpacker. Travel with my red bag haha! I dont know how long its going to last for! I dont dare to rent a place.. because I dont have a stable income, stable life in KL! I dont wish to take the risk..  I appreciate their help.. appreciate of letting me stay at their place with no charge.. I should feel shame! But I didn't! what a cheapscake.. oops!

Option Two:

Go back to Australia.. live happily ever after. Gather my own family.  Stable but Normal life... Work, home, cook.... forever! no up and down. only one line... I have half year to decide either I stay or leave here for good!! Far away from home. I know I will have a lovely partner to be with me forever and I hope to have my own business in the future! Need to work hard for it. (Stressful job in Constructions.... always kena scold) hmmm..

I know no one can judge for me.. no one will know what is gonna happen in the future! We only can fight for it. Fight for life!

Option One, I really enjoy and happy.. that is what I wish for...but seems like... I need more time to wait..Did I have that patient to wait haha!! Option Two, I feel secure & Satisfaction ... Not what I really enjoy..but acceptable haha!!! I can live with that too!! hmm.. How I wish I could have 2 more years to think about it! then I know what I want!

Life is full of dramas... Always choose between two!! If you were me... which one you choose??